the next 3 movie i want to watch is ghosts of the girlfriend pasts [ not confirm], Land of the lost and lastly transformer Muahahah i think i have to save extra movie so i will be able to watch with my cliques! (:

well ytd went to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM TWO with mother and brother.
is nice and funny show i will rate it 4/5 . haha but it will be more funny if i am out with friends.
so today mum forgot to bring house key and have to call locksmith which costs her $50 after attempting to bargain with the boss and obviously she succeed.haha
then actually intend to go vivo but i and mum was too tired so cancel trip.
well that is abt it and i can't wait for next thursday and tuesday!! NCC NCC ALL THE WAY!! ;D

Phew.. just came back from school.haha just now watch the sec 1 carnival. haha very nice to watch . though i was very hyper (: this few days damn hyper. ^^

I absolutely love Parades! THE GOH TOTALLY ROCKS!!! haha fan of them ytd rehearsal ended quite late...but sth interesting happen ytd...hope i can update the pics tml =x cause memory card got problem D: can't wait for next tuesday cause is full dress rehearsal!!

ps: i am sorry that you three hate me . sorry very sorry . hate me loh i don't care

today aunt and family came to make dumplings now house got so many dumplings who want?
so use the com from morning till now...ppl on9 today very few ):
later going to tuition anyway last day
from next week onwards i am going to the stadium and run. burns fats.

how i wish i can see you now despite the fact that you don't want to see me ):
tmr will see you le but... i hope you will be happy ):
argh! i want to talk to you! but i don't have the courage ):
i am so useless lah...
i love you ):

i lost my mood le
good results so wat?so wat?
no mood to be happy because all she do is scold and scold
so many mix feelings this few days why?
what happen to my old me?
where did it go ? where?
argh i hate this feeling
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save me anyone?

today my mood damn frustrated damn sad damn angry.
don't know why in school still ok espsecially in the morning was fun i suppose cause Yee Shi Nan<3 and friend came to sit near to our class then a lot of flashbacks D: sad for this
then after a tiring day in school my mum scold me cause i never put back things? and she keep saying i angry later i will slash then what is a form of threaten.
i already try my best liao lah wat you want me to do ?! really damn frustrated grrr!
then you scold i will shut up next time
i how old liao can't even have my own freedom!!! so idiot lah!! wth!!! ok i know you want to protect me or watever lah!!!

have i really forgotten you?
or have a really love you more?
after 15 may everything seems to change a lot alot
can i be your friend?
can i talk to you?
haiz guess i just can't seem to put you down it is so difficult to put someone i love so much down D:
feel so sad.so sad D:
在我最后一次
闭上眼睛自前我想对你说我爱你 余世楠 <3
我还有好多东西没跟你说
看我真的没这个机会说了
我真的好爱你可是你却...却...
也许我们的距离会跟远
也许这只是一场梦我永远醒不来
也许余世楠这个名字我悄悄的总我的头脑消失
可是我永远会记得你的回忆
你曾经给我的那些回忆.
我爱你YEE SHI NAN<3>

today is really a very SIAN day
do finish homework le but still so sian why?
i don't know. i am school sick lah.
i miss the school not because i miss 'name insert here'
although i still miss 'name insert here'
but i will try not to miss 'name insert here' ?
well dunno weather i still love 'name insert here' or not?
maybe i should forget 'name insert here' or should i not?
how do you let go a person if you love him so much...):

well getting results is so stress more worse then studying for exams
this few days get result i am suppose to be happy for my results but i just can't feel happy because whenever i get the results 'name insert here' will angry me then no mood to be happy loh...
since 'name insert here' GL me i also no mood to be happy le really i got hurt by 'name insert here' words so next time i don't study loh.
let's hope 'name insert here' won't get angry after reading it

anyway tml got e-learning so staying at home so bored!!!
sian whole day in front computer then do stupid homework bored lah!!
anyway i will see everyone online today muahahahaaha
i so jealous cause sec2 now enjoying themselves at the camp now they must be playing kidnapped now bah?
kinda of miss the instructor Zedong and Melvin and a lot more =D
if don't have swine flu i won't be here updating my blog i will be at Malaysia now i think?
well i broke someone heart today now i damn guilty sorry hoh

how do you mend a heart when it is shattered to many many pieces?
Dionis is feeling sad?disappointed?devastated?
she has mix feelings
all leads to one person
sorry that we have met in the first place
if we didn't met this might not have happen
thousand of apology to ....
i have drowned into the deep blue sea

wishing YEE SHI NAN happy birthday
being his friend was fun though is only one year
but i really treasure it (:
thanks for being a good friend and making me smile?
anyway wish you a happy 15 th birthday
hope you find your true love (:

always knew that this day will come...
that is why i have been avoiding for so long
all that comes to my mind now i sorry
a false hope a false smile
everything was just a big dream i guess?
dionis yew will try to stay happy from today onwards
tml will be a better day i hope?
really dun wish to see tears anymore
tired le very tired le...
after 16 may everything will change...everything
the memories i won't forget
at least i am a little contented that i try i try.
i tried my very best...love can't be force
lastly i am sorry D;

backforward to 13/5/09
13/5/09
after paper went to library and study F&N then Zheng yang, Faheem, Timothy and Mathias they come to library equal to can't study cause Zheng yang keep making me and Sin hui laugh till stomachache... then librarian kinda of ask us to quieten down..
then they play who wants to me a millionaire -.-

14/5/09
F&N was our last paper very happy...so me,sharon and sinhui decided to go to tampines and shop but first went to sinhui house wait for her to shower which was damn long...sinhui's father is kind...haha
then went to tampines 2 to walk walk then i saw a bookshop at level1 damn big so happy luh inside got a lot of nice things haha went to buy two marker then walk walk until sian then go back the old tampines more things to shop then went to have lunch. then funny thing happen there cause we thought we saw cockroach but actually is not -.- then went to century square and play arcade and i got a stitch got some help with both of my friends...
then went to raffles place buy donut then go home

15/5/09
today really don't have the mood to post blog de but still post...today was a tiring day very tired and a very sad day cause now feeling very sad don't know why?very sad...so have rehearsal for parade was quite tired now my hand aching can't lift up le -.-

the chances are getting silmer day by day
should i sholud i not?
will i spoil de day?
thinking still in process....
where it left 8 days away
that is not long that is very short
all my things haven prepare yet
now have to chiong like crazy!
i might not be worthwhile and lastly hope you recieve tons of present!

PHEW! AMATH paper and SS paper finally finish le was very stress the past few days and ytd memorise things like crazy and today i bet i can't pass my SS for Amath maybe can pass?border line bah i think?
4/5/09
on Monday i ate my first ever chewing gum at 4:18pm and it tasted so chewy haha...-.-
in 15 year life this is my first eating chewing gum i told everyone then they all mock at me.
5/5/09
on Tuesday zheng yang introduce ai hua to me she/he is very cute lah haha then Mr Ng caught me playing with ai hua then ask me stop playing

and today after school went to JP with Sinhui and Sharon and conincidentally Noppadol,Leslie and Nigel also going so sit 198 with them...then when reached Jp we are then on our separate ways then saw Kariza,Winnie,Lisa and Cai Juan at Long John's silver then Sinhui went to prank call Kariza and her reaction was funny lah.then they saw us for we continued our shopping and Sinhui complain that she is hungry so went to Long John's Silver and eat again we saw the 3 boys they were playing with the straws so i also start playing and folding straws hearts haha.
then went to library and borrow books then rush back home for tuition...
oh ya and we saw Zheng hao ,Kenneth and Zhi long too ^^

guess what is may MAY 1 le
15 more days where his big day arrive
feel so devastated why?don't know? can't put down the stone in my heart
5 girls 2 boys...*jealously*
how i wish to see your name pop up on my phone screen
really feel like seeing you and your smile now.
once you told me the three letters word.
where both of us were just normal friends.
where we dun mind using the three letters word.
where i can just say it out without thinking what you might you think.
where ur name pops up on my phone screen every single time.
then disaster struck on 25/4/08 you told me the most hurtful words.
and the cause of this whole thing was made by a girl call Dionis yew!!!
she made the most foolish most stupid act that she might regret and hate herself
thinking why i should her say this in the first place!!
she regret till now and she hasn't forgiven herself!!
who to blame?of course DIONIS YEW LAH!!!

感情是微妙，当它来临时，很难拒绝当它要离去时，你用尽心思，也挽留不住
this phrase make sense cause you told me this

two days ago was my brother *happy* birthday and it was English exam too
well the paper was ok?only for passage A it was tough
ytd was mother tongue paper guess what?SIN HUI sit beside me haha then beside sinhui was faheem. faheem was overjoy...haha
then Tuesday(28/4/09) was the last episode of 'tables of glory' the ending was a negative for me although my idol[Joshua] won the match he damn shuai!! then dai yang tian was devastated cause he never win D: