today was kinda of tired
aces day when out alright?
sec 3 are very enthu others not hyper haha
then after aces day when for class bonding day till 9.20am
then went to the hall to see the celebration (:
3S5 make the best performance among the rest
cause is was really entertaining ! (:
then went to sin hui house then JP (:
(didn't went back to pri sch ): )
after that went to jun kai house haha to watch SOCCER!!!

I THINK FOR QUITE A LONG TIME AND think that i should not be angry and start commenting about what angry thing(s) happen today
i dun want anyone to know abt it ! i want to keep it in my own world!
i learn that not to mix friends with some ppl from * looking highly up *
never ever offend de *looking highly up* ppl !
or else you will be in hot soup !!!
i learn to keep my hands in my pocket and stop being a busybody
cause everyone will only think that asking too many questions is being a busybody
but in actual fact is call CONCERN the person!!
i learn that if i didn't have start all this , this won't have happen
i do not want to splash negative remarks cause is no point doing that !
i wish everything will start from the beginning again
the time when i didn't know YOU!
i dun want to chat/look/think of YOU!
i dun want to hear your NAME AGAIN !
GET LOST MAN !!!
I am sorry - is not your fault!!
HAIZ ! ALL THIS PLS COME TO A STOP PLS!
dun make it big ):
H-ATRED
A-NGER
T-ANTRUM
E-XAGGERATING
IS THAT WHAT H.A.T.E MEANS?
I WANT A REST ! REALLY!
IF PPL WANT TO THINK THAT WAY THEN THINK I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!
DEAD! ):
inside i am feeling sad angry disappointed

FIRST
i want to wish BOO MING HUI a HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
The guy who is very hardworking and almost work everyday and sometime sleep in class!
but results can achieve higher !! HAHA

SECOND
today have lots of fun for investiture rehearsal chatting with Jing Yong and Hui En especially ^^
then taking one picture with Jing Yong ! our second picture haha then ... did .... to .... ): i also part of it ): then waited for Sinhui to end Red cross meanwhile chatted with two ppl .

Third
Had dinner with Sin hui and Pei Qi came along and we know a shocking revolution =O
i dun knpw what is that either

THANKS TO THE PPL TO VOTE THE THING !!
THANK YOU !! :D although i don't know who are you ppl
but still THANK YOU !!
can continue to vote if you want

attention* PEOPLE WHO WANT TO DO THE VOTE GO AHEAD AND DO IT !
DON'T WANT TO DO IS FINE ! (: JUST BORED AND STARTED CREATING THIS!

finally today is our last paper!
a heave of relieve that the tough one week is gone
today was a happy day for me cause
-he is back ! (:
-went to JP with kutus and JK,KL,Douglas!
-exams are over!
today after school went to JP and catch the movie "吓到笑" scary and humorous luh
we are suppose to catch the 330pm show but some ppl were late and we ended up watching the 430pm show which ended at around 6++. i spend $6.50 on the movie but i think i just half of it ?
cause i was practically covering my face for almost the whole movie!
the story for number was short and the moral is not to be greedy
second story is never take short cut
third story is 'do you think health and peace is a coincidence?'
the third story i kena scare for 4-6 times cause the sound effect is very scary and so i shouted haha the three boys ' JunKai,Douglas,Kelvin Loo' were not even scared luh! Jun Kai is still happily eating his popcorn!-.-
then when the movie end me and Sharon went home and the rest when to JK house and play !
will upload pic later
it is a good movie to relieve stress!

can i put down the stone in my heart and leave you?
guess i did it already?
2 more days!! how i wish tmr is friday ! (:
i wonder have you become tan? haha

today i was damn tired and when i reach school i slept in the class
then had my e maths test (: quite confidence about it.
and got back my geo and AM paper (: i am happy for my results . my hard work is paid off
but friends beside me seem sad abt them
i hope i can comfort them but i don't know how to comfort them ):
i wish they can share me some of their troubles so that i can help them too ):
haiz~ how i wish there is no tests and exams in school
sometimes i really wish to on the swing and swing all my troubles away!
till it vanishes to thin air.
all the troubles that have been kept in my heart !

friday seems so far away from now!
i want friday to come quickly!
so slow ! i want firday to come cause:
you come back le ! (:
test over le !
so friday come quickly please! IMY!
ps: i am touched by your words

-Random Post-
i wonder how
1) many ppl in our school wears a white specs?
it seems like everywhere i go i see ppl wearing white specs maybe is the latest fashion this month?
2) many ppl has the name of bryan, john,sharon,timothy?
3) will i look in the next 10 years? fat maybe?
4) tall would i grow in this one year time?
5) will i survive with all the studies and stress i have now?
6) are you now? having fun or suffering? or getting to fall in love with someone at PB
6) will you look in the next 10 years? handsome? tall?rich?
7) will singapore be in the next 100 years?
8) if i stead with you would i get the happiness i want?
9) will i survive in the next two year in FUHUA!
10) will life be without you around!! better i suppose?
HOW I WISH one day when i wake up things will go the way i want!

yet another tired day in school
geo test was quite ok and i save sin hui life! xD
didn't had PE2 and ME therefore we slack in class
play pirates in school again and the calculator game where sharon is pro in it !!
hope KUTU leow would recover from a flu? and be able to participate the exam tmr (:
ok gtg study for my geo ta-ta~

is a sunday today and is really very boring -.-
haiz~ i am confuse with my feelings with you

HAPPY BELATED TO YONG XIANG FENG
a guy who loves anime a lot ~ haha (:

i don't want next week to come leh ):
i won't be _____ you for __ days leh
wa confirm very sian de ):

today had lunch at macdonald and two disaster struck Pei Qi tray drop and CJ ice lemon tea spilled on the floor =x then have to ask ppl clean
then went back to class to play PIRATES! nice game luh
we have two guys de luck which is damn good MATHIAS AND DOUGLAS!
always get the power cards de and my luck sometimes good sometimes no good de haha
then we have the sleeping buddha we sleep in class don't want go home sleep haha (:
then went home to have tuition (:

3 paper down and 5 more paper to go !
endure and persevere it will soon be over!!
A math i don't know how to do two questions after revising till midnight last night
nvm hope my effortwill not be wasted (:
Mother tongue and English still can attempt
hope my english will pass (:
next monday is geo must chiong liao !!

tmr test liao and i got bored and started to on the com?! going to study later!! haha
enjoy first (:
ytd had a great fall wah lao damn pain luh today still pain run also pain then bend down take things also pain hope is not serious really getting worried ):
wish everyone good luck for common test !

viewing the past chat between me and you
i suddenly realise that you were so friendly back then
how bless was i back then
but now it seems that the subject between us is decreasing rapidly
you are like a book of secrets only the right one can open the book
i bet the right one is 'her'
but the present you seem to have change rapidly
i want the old you back
i want my S.C
hope i really never fall in love with you ):

well back from malaysia and running around the estate!!
guess my stamina drop liao ! is been a long long long time since i run! tiring
well short post i guess ~

1. Are you single or attached ?
Answer: Single (:
2. Do you have a person you like ?
Answer: Not very sure =x
3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with ?
Answer: SECRET!
4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea,who will you save ?
Answer: Of course my mum . Guys normally know how to swim?
5. Have you ever hugged someone before ?
Answer: Of course
6. Do you love your parents ?
Answer: Yes
7. Will you hug the one you love ?
Answer: Definitely
8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Answer: Depends on what thing
9. Are you jealous now ?
Answer: No?
10. Who is the last person that messaged you ?
Answer: A.R
11 Who is your clique ?
Answer: the kutus family!
12. Do you want babies in future ?
Answer: dunno never think so far before
13. Do you prefer Macdonald, KFC, Long John Sliver, Burger King or coffee shop ?
Answer: i am fine with anything
14. Do you sniff glue ?
Answer: NO
15. Do you smoke ?
Answer: NO the smell is horrible!
16. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer,what will you do ?
Answer: of course i will break up with him
17. Which CCA are you in now ?
Answer: band -.-
18. If you're rich, what will you do ?
Answer: i will let my parents live a good life
19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what will you do ?
Answer: i will jump up of joy
20. If the one you love, reject you, what will you do ?
Answer: be sad and let time make me forget him
21. What is your favourite cartoon character/s ?
Answer: Eh...idk?
22. Friendship or Love ?
Answer: FRIENDSHIP
23. Cookie monster or Elmo ?
Answer: Cookie Monster!!
24. do you use laptop or computer ?
Answer: Computer):
25. Do you like lollipop ?
Answer: Ya. depends on what brand
26. Do you have a diary ?
Answer: once
27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do ?
Answer: IDK?
28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do ?Answer: I will ask him why first then break
29. Are you blur ?
Answer: ya according to some ppl
30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be ?
Answer: brown (light)
31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN ?
Answer: S.C
32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before ?
Answer: never beaten one up before
33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do ?
Answer: Ask him if he want to break or not
34. What school are you in ?
Answer: Fuhua Secondary School.
35. Tag 10 besties or friends to do this quiz:
Answer: anyone who want to do it

... what has happen to us?
is it because i think too much or sth really happen ?
i will never ever take the first step this time
i must be caution this time
i dun want to fall for you therefore i won't talk / sms to you
therefore i will hate you
sorry ):
after ytd incident i think i know everything le ):

well~
happy 44th birthday to SINGAPORE!
wish the NCC fuhua boys good luck for their NDP parade
this year i won't be in SINGAPORE to watch the celebration):
will be going to malaysia till tuesday
hope i will be happy and forget the sad memories ): haiz

today is a terrible day(storms and lighting above my head) though i went to JP with friends but all i do is laugh with them but in actual fact i am still sad sorry guys!
how i wish today ends quickly i am still emotionally hurt ):
i can't control it anymore i didn't mean to breakdown
just imagine putting so much energy in ______ all i get is ______
* weeps * i will always rml what you say : " you ar ..... useless haiz" if i am useless then chase me out of....
it hurt so much inside ): i know i am a lousy player but what can i do ? no matter how much effort we put will you praise our ......
i am not fit to be in _________ all ppl regard me is _____
today i didn't get to play de parade after many pratices i didn't even get to play it
all my hard work has just all thrown into the big drain
guess i was really sad! the saddest day of my life is TODAY
endure and perserve? how much can i endure *weeps*
i really dun wish to see you again!!
all i see in you is bad memories ):
my vision became blur ...
....... rolled down..... continously rubbing the .......
was it my fault to....... is not i am a attention seeker ):
i ran away but .... but.....
i screw up the whole thing ! ):
without friends i became sad again
in JP all i have was just a moment of happiness just a short moment
i didn't want to disappoint them don't want them to be worry !
harsh comments continously splash on me for this two days, two difference ppl
i can't forget this incident so easily ):
everytime i go for ______ i guess it will bring back all the memories ):
what is the use ?! i am tired ):
lots of things happen this week eg rehearsal for NDP , harsh comments splash on me , POP
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pls dun do this to me ):
i don't want you to be the second ....
i hate you i don't want to like you !!!
go away pls!
before it get worse

let me blog about the happy thing first let's start with the POP!
i am happy for everyone from the NCC cadet! congrats to them hope they get want they wish for
i was really jumping for joy on wednesday( 5/8/09)
today ( 7/8/09)
after the rehearsal went to Jurong Point with Sin Hui, Sharon ,Pei Qi and Me ! first we head off to popular and i buy 1 one pen for me while waiting for the BIGSHOT LEOW to arrive after she came is time for us to go Fair price X tra and Teoh de auntie was like :"yao bu yao na trolley!" haha funny then buy things from there then go eat Long John Silver and someone from 'insert school here' snatch our place haha then sin hui was like fumingwith anger then pei qi and sin hui me and sharon just tiam tiam loh then so a number of FUHUA students (:
ok i shall not elaborate more

i am angry frustrated sad disappointed of myself and YOU!!!
i tried my very best to play but you didn't see it !!
try playing the .... for one hour!!!
you didn't understand how i feel ):
i would never wish to see you tmr!!!
GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!
@#$%^&**&^%^%

*yawns*
this week have been a tiring day for me ): today had performance at the jurong spring CC(with 7 NCC guys) ((((: and band only performance two piece! AND I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY SUNDAY SLEEP! ):
have a mild flu now =x hope i will be fine tmr! (:
this week have band three time in a row!! gosh!!! but i just received good news as percussion is playing for the upcoming national day parade(in school)!! *happy* i wonder if we playing for the POP?
haven't done my homework yet =x must do it in the night liao (:

today had band but it was not boring quite interesting leh haha ! (:
cause in the morning accompanied Sharon to JP (jurong polyclinic) to take a doctor certificate to approve that she is well to come to school in the end the doctor say cannot which wasted our trip -.-
tmr have to wake up at 5 am to go jurong spring CC performance *excited* (:
tmr going to west mall and buy 'shoe' hope the thing haven't end * pray hard *
hope i we are performing for the POP!!

haha today i posted 4 post le this is the fourth!! (:
this post is specially dedicated to PRINCE!!! =D
hmm know him from the starting of this year
no matter how much he eat he will still be skinnyy!!!
haha he leh very tall de !!! i talk to him must rise head de!! (: *rising head*
kind guy that everyone like! (: no one detest him bah?!
he is a kind prince that i find from fantasy world who claims that he is mature(but he is not)!!! haha
he grow old le (: till now i still don't know his birthday date!!! ):
hope you will forever be a nice prince!! (:
PRINCE, you better not copy what i say ! or else you will be fine $42391621!!
copyright de hoh

today i have lots of fun with peiqi, nohangi , jun kai , hazirah, douglas , kelvin loo, kalvin that is all? did i miss out anyone?
it started with someone shouting: who want to black-jack?
ME: i want to play 21 点!
someone: ya luh!!! black- jack luh!!!
ME: ooooooooohhhhhhhh
haha fun luh play with them got forfeit one leh haha (: hope have more of this (:
tmr got band and sunday too (=