today is a terrible day(storms and lighting above my head) though i went to JP with friends but all i do is laugh with them but in actual fact i am still sad sorry guys!
how i wish today ends quickly i am still emotionally hurt ):
i can't control it anymore i didn't mean to breakdown
just imagine putting so much energy in ______ all i get is ______
* weeps * i will always rml what you say : " you ar ..... useless haiz" if i am useless then chase me out of....
it hurt so much inside ): i know i am a lousy player but what can i do ? no matter how much effort we put will you praise our ......
i am not fit to be in _________ all ppl regard me is _____
today i didn't get to play de parade after many pratices i didn't even get to play it
all my hard work has just all thrown into the big drain
guess i was really sad! the saddest day of my life is TODAY
endure and perserve? how much can i endure *weeps*
i really dun wish to see you again!!
all i see in you is bad memories ):
my vision became blur ...
....... rolled down..... continously rubbing the .......
was it my fault to....... is not i am a attention seeker ):
i ran away but .... but.....
i screw up the whole thing ! ):
without friends i became sad again
in JP all i have was just a moment of happiness just a short moment
i didn't want to disappoint them don't want them to be worry !
harsh comments continously splash on me for this two days, two difference ppl
i can't forget this incident so easily ):
everytime i go for ______ i guess it will bring back all the memories ):
what is the use ?! i am tired ):
lots of things happen this week eg rehearsal for NDP , harsh comments splash on me , POP
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pls dun do this to me ):
i don't want you to be the second ....
i hate you i don't want to like you !!!
go away pls!
before it get worse